Insomnia and Seasons

I've often wondered if I'm more of a night owl or just an insomniac. I have to say I have a hard time sleeping as I toss and turn in bed with all sorts of ideas about what I'm going to do about various situations. Before I know it I look at the clock and 2 hours have passed and when I look again what seams like 10 minutes, is another 3 hours. I've had a hard weekend Internet. My insomnia is just a spec of it. I've had to make a very difficult decision and to say it's hurt me to make it, doesn't fully explain the gravity of the situation. I realized on Saturday that everyone experiences different seasons in their lives and I've just entered the new season of mine. This season has forced me to cut back the branches that have died or withered so that the roots in my life can strengthen and bring forth new life. I'm ready for whatever blossoms will bloom once the fall & winter have come and gone. Though it's painful at this time I am hopeful for spring.

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